For years, I felt weak and helpless: physically, emotionally and spiritually. I was drowning in the deep waters of fearing what I could not see.
I became the Queen Of What If.
I hustled daily to meet the assumed expectations of what I thought a Life of Faith was supposed to look like, hustling to prove myself "enough" and striving for what it meant to honor God and live a life of meaning. It was exhausting work smiling when I felt like crying. Those would be the secret tears caught in sacred moments with Christ alone.
The more I fought to be enough, the weaker I felt. The Word told me do not fear, do not be anxious, stand firm, have courage. I knew I should and I hoped I could, but I wasn't.
It took years and years for me to let go of the reigns and the need to control. Faith meant surrender, not self-sabotage and it is my honor to empower you through sharing my journey and resources, my love and encouragement to help you walk through it a little easier, and maybe even avoid some of the same pits and detours I found myself taking.